Monday, December 22, 2014

Citations of the Prophets Words

Our religion has the most perfect citation system !

No pladgrisim !

Every statement the Prophet stated was recorded with a "cited" author ! Amazing SubhanAllah another reminder as to how beautifully this religion has been preserved 

Sunday, November 30, 2014

على طريق الله (روح العبادة) - الحلقة 21 - اداب وأحكام الخطوبة - مصطفى حس...





I love how everytime I decide to listen to Mustafa Hosny , the lecture addresses exctally what I need to hear, Allah truly sends messages to your heart when you seek them. He is always showing us Signs, always!



Saturday, November 22, 2014

Journey to Half My Deen, My Habibi

 
The journey towards finding "half your deen" or your "loved one" is a journey that requires two characteristics , patience and trust in Allah 

And now I am learning that once again I will need these two beautiful characteristics to contunie this journey with my beloved one whom Allah has sent.

The aya that keept me patient before meeting my fiancé is the ayah in Surat Yusuf about how Allah does not lose the reward of the good doers . This Surah truly teaches you that with " saburn jamil" or beautiful patience ( as mentioned in the Surah) you will find beautiful results.

Patience and trust or tawkul in Allah are characterstics we need in all parts of our life. These two characterstics are mentioned more then once im the Quran and in the stories of the Prophets lives.We need pateince and trust in Allah when we are single, when we are married, when in search of our rizik ( wealth), when raising children , when dealing with our parents ....the list can go on

The theme of beautiful Pateince in Surat Yusuf is what keept me motivated when I was single and ready to "Marry" since you know we can't just mingle !

And beautiful patience comes beautiful results as long as you trust in Allah.


And always always remember that "
And He will provide him from (sourceshe never could imagine. And whosoever puts his trust in Allah, then He will suffice him. Verily, Allah will accomplish his purpose. Indeed Allah has set a measure for all things.


Once you conceptualiz this concept within your heart you will see how true His promise is as examples of this aya begin to appear within your own life with whatever you seek, whether you are seeking for a job, a hausband, or anything you need, the answer or concept is there within that aya , just trust in Him.

My hausband represents a story of meaning and our story revolves around Surat Yusuf....because as he was waiting for me I was waiting for him but within those years where we both sought inspiration from the Quran, in those years we both made dua for each other, we didn't know that Allah had us written down as a rizik for one another. We didn't know that we would be each others "duaa answered ". And now I am just thinking how Tarek, my hausband was everything I didn't expect when I thought about where I would meet my husband.

Listen to this..I always used to tell my friends and family how "there is no one ( eligible bachelors) for me at NHIEC. And I remember I would even walk into the office which was on the men's side nor even caring at all about how the men would probably think oh she's to strong and oh not wifey material looool. And I liked it that way, that I thought while I'm volunteering at NHIEC I don't have to be distracted since no one here is looking for a wife. And for years I would go outside of my community thinking I would find my potential somewhere else. Here's another funny thing, I always used to say how I did not want to marry someone from the village my hausband fiancé is from!
There are so many other things I used to say about what i would and would not want but subhanAllah how Allah has such different plans for us. It is in this instance when you reflect that you realize how beautuful the concept of tawkul (trust) in Allah truly is.



So now to the juicy part of how I meet him...

So while I was volunteering at NHIEC ( the place I used to always say had no eligible bachelors ) I was on the Media Commitee ( still am) even tho I have zero media skills. Tarek joined the commitee a little after a year I was in it, but the difference is that he has media skills, he knew how to design flyers and etc. Just thinking about this makes me once again remember how amazing Allahs plans are for us, and how He puts us where we need to be.
So honestly, ( sorry Tarek and I already told him this directly ) I never noticed or thought anything of Tarek during our time toghther on the media team. He was just one of the people I was working with on the commitee who had extra amazing skills to bring to our team...but Tarek....Tarek was trying to find a way to make me his wife.  Finally he approached one of our sisters at the Masjid  who then approached me, and then I asked my family , and then then Ramadan came, and then ... After a long month of duaa , on the day of Eid Al Fitr him and his baba would make it offical as they invited themselves to "coffee" at my house upon the permission of my father...aka the arab way of saying hey we are coming to ask for your daughter...and soooo a couple of days after Eid Tarek is sitting in my living room upon the presence of family. Then we celebrated in the presence of close family memebers in the place where we meet, the Masjid of our Raab Al Razqik, alhumdAllah. A celebration that inshAllah can set an example for other young singles within our community, that you don't know where your rizik will come from.

One of my favorite parts of this journey was when people would come to me to tell me how they were making duaa for me , esp in Ramadan...and all of these are people whom I feel honored to even be remembered in their duaa . Lets just say Sheikh Hassan aka my favorite imam aka i stumble when i say salam to him because of all his noor asaid he was making dua for me all the time, and how my husband is a result of baraka and my work for nhiec !

So back to my story that I have to practice telling so when I have future kids I can inspire them to "find love at the mosque" haha just kidding but seriously  love Allah, love His Mosque, and He will send you those whom will love you for His Sake without you even realizing the source subhanAllah.

Who would've thought my story would be " I meet my hausband at the Mosque and we were on the same media commitee...oh and just because you finally found someone you are going to make a life coomitment with it doesn't mean you leave your commitment to Allah and His Mosque


Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Hajj: Largest Miracle on Earth


 
As all the hajjis gets ready to say their farewells to the most beautiful place on earth I sit here admiring the pictures all over yahoo news, the huffignton post, times magazine, and other various non muslim newspapers..reading about how over 2 million people have gathered at this site, reading about how the National Geographic Magzine descirbes it as "One of the largest gatherings on Earth".

All I can think is how this is one of the "Largest miracles on Earth"  
 
Imagine " THE LARGEST" gathering on earth for His Sake...not only is it the most largest gathering on earth, its also the most diverse but at the same time the most united as all are there seeking Him...saying the beautiful words of "Labyak Allahum Labyk"لبّیک اللّٰھم لبیّک،I respond to Your call, O Allah I respond to Your call.
 
 
Hajj : a miracle on earth, another sign of Allah, another sign of how amazing our deen is , another sign to help people reflect upon the truth of the message lailah il Allah wa Muhamad RasoulAllah.
 
 
 
 

Monday, September 29, 2014

Eid Ul Adha : We Hear and We Obey



This Eid represents that of Prophet Ibrahim's and his sons scarfice for the Sake of Allah. Prophet Ibrahim's story represents how one "hears and obeys" Samana wa Athynaa as is the theme of Surat Al Baqarah (according to Dr Islam El Fahyuomis lectures) ....you get a commandment from Allah you heard it so you place your trust in Allah and obey Him as if you see him if you reach the state of "ihsan ". 

One part of this scarfice is that you have full trust that Allah knows that we don't know and that He will not ask us to do something that is not good for you.

 For an example when someone asks you as a hijabi why do you wear hijab , you can give all the reasons of wisdom as to why you wear hijab but the first answer should be because Allah the All Knowing  is the One who commanded us to wear hijab and we wear it  for this reason before anything for His Sake. You can think of covering your beauty as a scarfice for His Sake because you will never fully understands or know why we have to wear hijab as Allah only knows but you as a Muslim must place your full trust in Him that He will only make you do that which is beneficial for you inshAllah. 

So its not about the action of avoiding what He asks us to avoid or to do that which He asks us to, or the action of "scarfice" but we should focus more on the faith that takes place within the heart which results in obedience to Allah and action of the heart. It's about understanding Allahs attributes , having full  trust in Him, sincerly believing in His Promisses, and believing in His Love for those who love Him. 

We will never fully  know why we were supposed to avoid drinking, we will never fully know why we had to make wudu before prayer, but if we learn to know Allah and understand His Names which explain His Attriubutes such as Al Hakim The Wise One we will do what is told with full trust and feelings of peace and skainah as we know He only wants whats best for us. It's like when a Dr tells a patient to take vitman d because thier levels are low ...although you cannot "see" the low levels or the way vitman d serves to protect your body ...although you cannot fully comprehend why a pill will save your life you trust the Dr and you do as he tells you so that your body may remain healthy. 


Eid Ul Adha also represents a time in which we must scarfice a sheep to feed the poor...once again the theme of scarfice but with this action the person is clearly sacrificing thier money , something that represents dunya for their good deeds scale in the next life inshhAllah.

The scarfice of the sheep in this time is called ul Udihya hence the Eid name "Adha" (arabic and its beautiful root word meanings ). 

This Eid I have a goal of fundraising $600.00 for the Islamic Relief udhiya inshAllah. It starts now with $100.. Please text or message me if you want to help. The first country I want to work on is Syria for $230.
Full list of countries and prices: 
http://qurbani.myirusa.org/

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Seeking Knowledge , Its About Time

My blogs has been lacking as my search for islamic ilm has been slacking , but the books never closed, the path to seeking knowledge is always open as long as your brain is ready to operate, as long as your eyes are ready to open ,and more improtantly as long as yout heart is ready  reading a new page with the intention of "Oh Allah increase me in beneficial knowledge". 


Don't let the lack of classes in your area or the lack of lectures stop you from finding other alternative ways of seeking ilm.

After the past couple of months in which one if my favorite lecture series stopped I realized that when you stop pursuing islamic knowledge there is a disconnect not only from the brain but from that which benefits the soul, the ultimate peace of mind which is real remeberance of Allah that can only happen in the heart if one fills the heart with beneficial knowledge. I realized that I allowed my pursue for a Masters degree in ilm fadeee (empty ) that took me away from books that truly benefit your heart.

After realizing that its going to be hard to have a consistent teacher teach me the deen of Allah I decided to finally browse through my mini librarary to see what old books I can re read to bring back that excitement for the pursue of beneficial ilm.

I began reading "The Beginning of Gudiance " Imam Al Ghazli a book I once bought for a Seekers Gudiance online course that I never completed in 2011. The book shook my heart as it touched upon many things I needed my heart to remember.

One of  my favorite segements was titled " Seeking Useful Knowledge" in arabic it is writen as the student of knowledge 

Imam Al Ghazli writes (52) 

" the first way, and the best, is to spend your time seeking beneficial knowledge in religion, not matters of secondary importance to which many people devote themselves and call knowledge. 

Useful knowledge is only that which increases your fear of Allah Most High, increase your insight into your own defects and increase your knowledge of  how to workshop Allah The Most Majestic, it reduces your yearning for this worlds , and increases your yearning for the Hereafter and opens your eyes to the things that spoil your worship so you may guard against them, it lays bare to you the scheming of satan ...

If you are worthy of it, go seek it and act by it then teach it to others and invite others to it..."

I ended the book with the finding of a bookmark from the book company and I was about to cry when I realized the quote on the back from one of my favorite scholars, as I read the quote I realized this is the new  beginning of my pursuit for beneficial knowledge and its about time I opened the door back to this path and I am back to share whatever I learn with those who may read this blog for beneficial knowledge inshaAllah 

"Learning is the glory of mankind. The wise are beacons on the road to truth; Man is worth his knowledge, nothing more. The fool will be his inveterate foe. Knowledge is mans hope of life immortal. Man may die but wisdom lievth forever " Caliph Ali


Sunday, June 29, 2014

NHIEC Ramadan Video: Arabic,Spanish,Sign Language, English, Mayor, Sheikh,Community



 
Facebook.com/nhiecmosque
Ramadan Greetings in Arabic, English, Spanish, American Sign Language
Featuring ( based on order of the video )
 
1.Qari Hassan Saleh reading the ayas about Ramadan from Surat Al Baqarah 
2. Sheikh Mohamed Moussa from NHIEC
3. Some of the Masjid Boys ( can you spot  the twins?!)
4. Sister who is half Egyptian and Half Latino greeting us in Spanish
5. Br Yusuf a revert and beloved student of Sheikh Al Hayek, PHd in a Islamic Studies field
6. Sheikh Al Hayek from NHIEC
7. Omar Garcia and kids second generation Puerto Rican Muslims greeting us in Spanish
8. Sr Oraib greeting us in sign language 
9. Br Tarek greeting us in the Palestinian accented Arabic 
10. Br Hamid greeting us in the Moroccan accented Arabic 
11. 7 year old Samar greeting us in English
12. Two Union City official greeting us in Spanish! ( sorry I didn't get their names!)
13. Captain from the Union City Police Dept
14. Captain Mitchell from the Union City Police Dept 
15. Rich the Chief  of Police in Union City
16.And finally the  Mayor of Union City, Brian Stack !

Friday, June 27, 2014

Ramadan is Back, The Hearts Are Coming to Rest


 
Tonight marked the first night of Ramadan...although I was excited I had some fear in my heart...fear that I would not be able to re connect my heart to Allah the way in which a person attains the highest level of peace, this level is called "Al Nafs  Al Mutmana" The Peaceful Soul". I was worried that I would not be able to experience the Ramadan spirit on this first night of taraweeh....but Allah is Al Tawab, Al Rahman, He wants you to come back to Him, He wants to place those peaceful feelings in your heart as you remember Him, and oh did I feel that peace descend upon me as I prayed those first rakahs for taraweeh...and ...alhumdAllah tonight was amazing, and this is only the start! Ramadan is here, the 30 days of peace, serenity, and full focus on Allah is here, the long nights of taraweeh (which comes from the word raha which means rest) are here, the long nights that bring rest to the hearts, "Alyaa badhikr Allah tamatna al Qulb" Verily in the remberance of Allah do the hearts find rest" Surat Al Rad aya 28, the eyes of tears are here, the hearts waited long  they waited all year for these nights, alhumaa taqbal mina Ramadan! You can feel the aya mentioned in the picture above when you stand on your feet with your hands raised and your heart awake, asking Allah for whatever you heart seeks.
 

If you noticed I have not blogged in a while, and it might be because I have been lacking in sharing  spiritual experiences  or good notes that I have learned or lessons.  I only can share what is good  because this is a public platform and the Prophet Muhammad said, "“All of my ummah may be forgiven except those who commit sin openly. It is a kind of committing sin openly if a man does something at night, then morning comes and Allaah has concealed his sin, but he says, ‘O So and so, I did such and such last night,’ when his Lord has concealed him (his action) all night but in the morning he reveals that which Allah had concealed for him.” 
 
 

Its Back, The Vacation Called Taraweeh: Rest

Repost:

Monday, July 30, 2012

The Vacation Called Taraweeh: Rest

An Exclusive Vacation Called Taraweeh:

When: Ramadan
Location: Any Masjid

Destination: Allah
Cost:Priceless
Goal: Rest & Relax
Passport: A heart that remembers Allah
Did you ever wonder why you love coming to salat al tarweeh even though its about two hours long?
The word tarweeh comes from the arabic word "Raaha" which means rest and relax
This explains why although it is two hours of long standing we still love it and we are so sad when Ramadan is over
While people spend thousands of dollars to go on vacation just so they can "rest and relax", Muslims await for the Tarweeh.Muslims dont have to go on vacation to achieve
this relaxation, they just wait for Ramadan...
Through the tarweeh it is not your body that is at rest, but rather your heart is at rest as it remembers Allah

13:28

Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah - Islamic Monotheism), and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
Surat Al-Rad Aya 28

The one whos salat brings this this feeling of raha will tell you two hours is not enough, and they will get up in the middle of the night for the salaatul Qiyaam.
 
While people find sleeping as a form of rest the believer's find the standing of long  salaat and the making of long sujuds as the greatest form of rest...
The one who has not yet tasted the sweetness of faith in salat will not understand how long salat is a form of rest and relaxation.
 
Those who have achieved the raha part of the tarweeh try to prolong thier sujud and thier eyes are filled with tears  as thier hearts remember Allah....
 
In the next sujud ask Allah to make you cry because the Prophet said
"One teardrop that falls from the eye of a believer out of love and fear for Him is better than this world and everything it contains!"

 

Monday, May 26, 2014

The LightHouse Within, Your Heart

Just like the light house in the midst of the ocean, the sea and darkness, there is a light house located within you shining and guiding you towards the Light of Allah, its in a central location, its the light of your heart !

( See previous notes regarding the light and the heart)



ICNA Notes: Light Upon Light, All About The Heart and Light, Qadhi, Noman,Suleiman,Yasmine,Tariq, Farhan

 
 
This week I attended the ICNA convention.

Honestly,I wasn't like really excited about the title of the convention I thought would be bland and general. I was probably more excited about the change of the location because I really love any location that is on the water.
 
I know there are a lot of lessons you can take from the probably 20 plus lectures offered at these conventions but you will most likely only take away some  heart catching lessons that you felt like Allah sent to you directly.
 
 Take those few lessons or even if its just one and one quote and build upon them  reflect upon them and like one of the ICNA organizers said, go home and teach others.

This convention was one of those like lectures you attend just to attend but end up getting sooooo much more then you expected, I got lots of unexpected lessons about one of my favorite concepts in the Quran, one of my favorites ayas, the ayah of "Noor alya Noor" "Light Upon Light".

While I was deciding on which sessions I wanted to attend I was surprised when I came to realize that a lot of the sessions were based on this aya Light upon Light. Or when I was about to leave a session to go on a cruise only to stay and find Yasir Qadhi going over the tafsir of the aya Light Upon Light, subhanAllah.
 
Speaking of Noor, Noor Vitamins now has a halal gummy bear vitamins for kids, like you know how exciting that is? They make you feel all NoorEnergized. And fun fact the road towards the harbor water area in the convention area was called "Light Street". How ironic, heres a picture of Light St.
 
 
Here are  notes from the lectures in which the speakers spoke about the aya Light upon Light and some which spoke about the heart which is the center of this inner light.

To get you started, Sheikh Hassan Saleh reciting the Light upon Light ayas:  
تلاوة من سورة النور للشيخ حسن صالح


I will start off with the tafsir Noman  Ali Khan taught us, and then moments later Sheikh Yasir Qadhi also gave a tafsir of the ayas but both had different and new lessons mashAllah.


Noman Ali Khan said:

In the aya Allah says,
"Allah is the Light of the heavens and the earth.The example of His light is like a niche within which is a lamp"

The keyword here is "like".

Allah is the like of the sky and the earth

Think about the light  of the sky and the earth. Allah is giving us a physical scene to get an idea of the unseen  scene.

Allah describes Himself as Light. Also eman, Quran, angels, the Prophet are all called light.

These are unseen kinds of light are spiritual, but Allah teaches us about the unseen light through an example of physical light through this aya!

Eyes, and your vision is also called light
The light of the sun is no good if the light of the eye is missing
You need inner light (like your eyes) to see the outer light the sun.

The light inside of you is your rooh, your fitra, your soul, and the outside light is the Quran.

Why do you need a lamp at night? The sun is Allahs light everything is lite through the sun during the day that you don't need a lamp, you only use the light bulb or lamp at night.

Compared the Quran to the large amount of light the sun gives and compare yourself to that small lamp that barely gives off light.

When people turn on their own light (lamp, lightbulb) its the minm, its incomparable to the light Allah gives us from the sun, this sun gives off light, and life to everything in the world.

The light of the sun not only gives off light to see but also good feelings, joy, compare the day time and the night time which is that of darkness, fear and sadness

Allah takes ownership of both Lights from above us ( the light from the sun) and and inside of us

The word "kamishkatin" or "niche" represents the heart of the believer.

Actual meaning of a niche: In old homes they had an in dent in the wall where they would place a light bulb and the curve shape of the dent would helo bring in more light. The shape of the niche is similar to the shape of the cage your heart is in (subhanAllah!)

The word "feehamisbahun" or "lamp" means a device that would try to recreate the morning (misbah means morning in Arabic). Meaning until we have the real sun shining light upon us we will try to bring in the minimum through this misbah.

The lamp within this niche which is only used to light up at night is like the comparison to the shinning star.

The word "kawkabun" brilliant star". Why a star? Because at night when the people of the earth look up to the skies they see the light of the stars, the physical light, and spiritually when the angles look down upon us they see the light of our hearts the light of eman (everyone in the audience went subhanAllah and awwwww when he said this).



The word "Zaytoun" means the real oil that comes from the "zaytoun olive" tree. Arabs take their olive oil very seriously! The best kind of oil comes from this tree and  the best  tree that produces the best and most pure kind of oil is on its own in the field.


This oil is like the light inside you that is not fueled on its own , Allah fuels it. This light within you is capable of amazing things (this is eman).

The word " mubarakatin" comes from the word Baraka like blessing, it keeps increasing and it goes above and beyond. That same light within us is also of that same type of Baraka, the fuel within our souls that wants more.

The Light of Allah, the Quran, connect to our soul.

The light of the believer will truly shine in its darkest times

That is when your light "your lamp" within is needed the most!

In  this darkness, Allah uses your light to guide you

Allah guides us all the way to His Light. The light inside of us comes from Allah, the Light of the Quran.

Allah made this Quran for students, for regular people to understand it, Allah gave examples for who? He says in the end of this aya " al nas the people". Allah doesn't say the scholars, the Prophets, the Imams, He says the people.



 After this aya is the aya about the light in the masjids
 
 
24:36
 
Such niches are  in mosques which Allah has ordered to be raised and that His name be mentioned therein; exalting Him within them in the morning and the evenings
 

Think about this...salat al fajr, maghrib and isha which are all in the dark are the only salats in which the imam reads the Quran loud, because it is in the darkest times that you have to raise your voice to Allah.


Dr Yasir Qadhi tafsir:


No aya of the Quran has been commented on and more tafsir then this ayat noor . The bulk of booklets of tafsir books are written about the ayat of noor

1. Allah noor Samat wa al ard

There are three primary interpretations:
Allah is the source of guidance in the land and Samat
Allah calls the Quran light, The prophet light, Guidance is light. The prophet is a sarj muner (light).
Allah guides to Light
Light is symbolic of guidance

2. Allah brings a physical light in the land and the sky,  the stars, the sun. (check Nomans tafsir notes)

3. Allah describes himself as Light in a way Allah knows but we don't know When Allah says He is light . We take it and we say Allah is light but we know it is greater then our minds can imagine.

Prophet used to say you are noor al Samwt wa al ard , Oh Allah you are the Light of the skies and the earth.

Allahs hijab is light . That hijab itself is light . If Allah removed this hijab the rays of light coming from His Noble Face would be so strong people can't handle .We cannot withstand this brilliance
Allah is the ultimate beauty and light.. Even His hijab is of light

When the Prophet returned from the Isra and Maarj the  Prophet responded I saw light


The example of the light

Some say it's the light of Quran light of Allah

The light of this aya is the light of Eman that Allah places in the light of the believers

Inside this niche there is a candle and the candle or lamp is enclosed in glass. The crystal the lamp itself is like a beautiful star .This oil is so beautiful and pure

Symbolism

Take this entire parable as a wholestic example that this is a beautiful example of a protected lamp , glass niche oil all protected

Or you can go one by one

What does the light symbolizes the lamp the glass the oil ?The niche represents the chest of the believer . The glass represents the heart. The light itself represents the light of Eman . The Eman is protected in the heart. The heart is like the glass which could be fragile or as hard as glass .The hearts are the believers are like the glasses of Allah on earth .The blessed tree is the Quran
How do we get guided to this light?  Dua, the Prophet used to always to make the dua in which he would ask Allah for light:  http://www.makedua.com/display_dua.php?sectionid=12
This duaa is esp for when going to the masjid (makes sense if you think back to the aya after the light upon light aya in which Allah mentions the masjid )

 "O Allah, place within my heart light, and upon my tongue light, and within my ears light, and within my eyes light, and place behind me light and in front of me light and above me light and beneath me light. O Allaah, bestow upon me light"

The believers will see their light on the Day of Judgment racing in front of them.

We can enlighten others with this light

The ultimate goal is to attain the ridaa of Allah



Dr Tariq

The universal question is: what is the purpose of our lives?

Noor alya noor:

The fitra within us is the spark, the light is the eman, revelation The Quran is noor, let that light meet the noor within you (your soul, fitra) putting your heart at peace.

 

Yasmine Moghaed:

Why is the heart so important in Islam? The essence of Islam

How do we connect the rules to thea heart? Staying away from the prohibited manners is not you doing a favor for Allah but rather for your own self. God gives us the rules not for His Sake. We in fact are doing ourselves a favor when we follow the rules.


It isn't just about the rules. What does the heart have to do with the rules, the haram and the halal?

The Arabic term for life is dunya, and the word dunya means that which is lower and less real

Surat Al Fajr


89:24
 
He will say, "Oh, I wish I had sent ahead [some good] for my life."

We think we are living life now, this time in dunya will be like the blink of an eye. The preparation in this aya is the preparation of the heart. This is a process ad journey. Protect the heart. The Quran, the words of the Prophet are all medciations to protect the heart.



Omar Suleiman

The Prophet talks about the four different types of hearts

1. Al Qalb Al Jarn : a heart that is full
This heart has a light in it. Its full of the love of Allah and it is radiating with Light. The noor is the light of eman. It is full it is content.

2. Al Qalb Al Daf: a heart that is wrapped at the cover , this is the heart of the disbeliever

3. Al Qalb Al Manqws : a heart that is upside down , this heart heart is in between eman and hypocrite.

4. Al Qalb Al Masfe : In between states , covered but not completely

Al Qalb Al Muneeb: a heart that is physically, spiritually turned towards Allah

Your heart is heavily dependent upon your environment

Ibn Al Jawzi: If you felt darkness after you commit a sin than know that you still have light in your heart..

That means that your heart is not dead but its just weak. A dead heart no longer feels the pain of sin.

The remembrance of Allah keeps the heart alive.

The Prophet said: your heart is more inconsistent then boiling water.

The goal is to settle the heart

Its a good sign when you feel dicsuted of the sins you do

Run from the things that you keep you away from Allah and run to Allah. He says if you come running I will come running.

Someone asked how do I come to oh Allah?

Allah said, " Atareek nafsik wa taaal" Leave yourself and just come"


And finally Farahans lecture, I LOVE what he said about saying Asalaam Alkum, and he also brings in the light upon light concept into his lecture

Farhan:

(So basically he said Aslaam Alkum to the crowd, and then he asked us to say it again, and he asked did you feel anything?)

The small things we do like saying "Asaalaam Alkum" should remind us and connect us to Allah. It should remind us of the verse in the Quran in which on the Day of Judgement as you enter Jannah and the angels will welcome you with the words of "Aslaam Alakum"



Surat Az Zumar
39:73
 
And those who feared their Lord will be led to the Garden in crowds: until behold, they arrive there; its gates will be opened; and its keepers will say: Salamun 'Alaikum (peace be upon you)! You have done well, so enter here eternally
 
Allah Himself will also say Asalaamu Alkum and we will reply
 
When someone says salaam to you think of theses ayas and the salam of longing that you will await for that day.
 
Hassan Al Basre said: Allah is preserving you when you memorize the Quran
 
Glasses, tints: use the tints of Quranic vision
Light upon Light
Everywhere I look I will see signs of guidance . Seeing  , hearing that light in everything you do, knowing that Allah is everywhere with you.
 
A bedioun was able to see the light in the creation of the dunya, he was contemplating and acknowledging that Allah is the Creator.
 
This is the Light of Allah that you want in everything you do.
 
Any decision you make you want to have that Light of Guidance
 
People will see that Light that comes in your face, smile and character
 
Allah is placing that Light in you " the hadith about how Allah will be the hearing, vision, with which you see and hear
 
The Prophet used to say "Oh Allah you are The Light of the Heavens and the Earth and to you belongs all haamd
 
How are you going to achieve this light? If you have that taqawa, Allah will teach you, He will guide you. Taqwa is deeper then fear, it comes from another word of "khashya" which means consciousness that comes with reverence and respect
 
The more you know Allah the more you will respect Him and have reverence for Allah . That is the noor alya noor, the light of guidance <3.
 
 
 
 

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Messages from the Messenger, Ayat from Allah

 
 
 
 
This week I was about to quit an amazing deed Allah has blessed me with for the past couple of months, and just as I am about to leave my house for this deed I get this email subahanAllah, usually i don't always read these emails but this time I read it and I felt like Allah sent me this message alhumdAllah to remind me to keep me motivated inshAllah!

The email had some hadiths or "messages" of the Messenger
 SubhanAllah if you think about it the Prophet is a "Messenger" so everything he left behind is a "message" and Allah calls His words "ayat" which means "Signs" *check post before this one on how Allah sends people in this dunya ayas or signs if they seek them subhanAllah.

It all makes sense and its never random if you think deeply upon the "messages" and the "ayahs" you come across and try to apply them to your life. You don't have to be Aisha in Surat Al Noor to recive direct revaelations from Allah, just listen to the Quran, just read a hadith with a message that can apply to you, subhanAllah alhumdAllah!
 
Here is the  "message" I got in my "mail box" 
 
The High Levels Of Those Who Strive to Meet Their Brothers' Needs
 
One of the greatest things that will relieve a person's distress on the Day of Resurrection is his efforts in this world to relieve the distress of those who are in distress, and to help those who are in need, and to make things easy for those who are in difficulty, and to overlook the mistakes of those who err.
 

The Messenger of Allah said:  "Whoever relieves a believer of distress in this world, Allah will relieve him of some of the distress of the Day of Resurrection. Whoever makes things easy for those who are in difficulty, Allah will make things easy for him in this world and in the next. Whoever conceals (the faults of) a Muslim in this world, Allah will conceal him (his faults) in this world and in the Hereafter. Allah will help the slave so long as the slave helps his brother."

The Messenger of Allah said:   "The Muslim is the brother of his fellow-Muslim; he should not mistreat him or let him down. Whoever meets the needs of his brother, Allah will meet his needs, and whoever relieves a Muslim of some distress, Allah will relieve him of some of the distress of the Day of Resurrection. Whoever conceals (the faults of) a Muslim, Allah will conceal him (his faults) in this world and the next."

The Prophet said: "Whoever helps his brother in secret, Allah will help him in this world and the next."
 

Friday, May 9, 2014

Complain to Allah, Lesson From Surat Yusuf


12:86
 

I  know the aya and the story behind it thanks to Tafsir Surat Yusuf,
 but I am still learning how to apply it to my life.
 
 
Crying does not mean that you are not patient. If you are crying and supplicating to Allah it is an indication of your ikhlas and your tawhid (faith, religion).  That is why Prophet Jacob cries and cries but to Allah. He is patient, beautifully patient.
 It is a beautiful patience in which he turns to Allah alone.
 
What is beautiful patience? Prophet Yacob describes it,
"Allah is the One I seek help from"
 
Beautiful patience:
1.  You are patient from the very beginning
2.  Brings you closer to Allah, return to Allah
3. Allah is the one you seek help from
4. Address your sadness and concerns to Allah,
do not look for sympathy from the people.
5.  Dont cry to people.
 
 

 

ThunderStorm, Signs, Surat ArRad and Lots of Light

 
As I write this post the sky suddenly is pouring its tears, its rain drops after an amazing thunder show which puts your heart from tears to more tears and causes your heart to remember Him.
 
When you seek Allahs Signs, like you literally just think Oh Allah show me a Sign, Allah shows you Signs, subhanAllah.Lately I havent taken enough time to contemplate and seek His Signs, but I as soon as I turn my heart to Him He shows me Signs. Before yesterday I was complaining about something and the person advised me to have "sabr" I thought of the aya in Surat Yusuf about "Sabrun Jamil" the next day in the Masjid I was there when I wasn't even supposed to go and the Sheikh started reciting Surat Yusuf, I take that as a Sign from Allah reassuring me that don't worry , just be patient Allah is with you.
 
 
Tonight I once again came across a difficult situation in which I must make a decision I don't want to make. My heart was at unease and then I felt even more sad when I realized how far I was from Allah.
 
I was about to sleep, then I decided I would stay up longer to study and I decided to tune into Radioquraan.com (I always do when I want Allah to send me as Sign). I go on and its Surat Al Khaf and then I decided I didn't like the Qaris style of recitation so I went on YouTube searching for Sign....And then I hear lots of thunder, it was loud..its 3 AM and I remembered when the same thing happen a couple of years ago when it was the middle of the night and I saw thunder, so I got up to the window to watch Allahs Sign of Thunder. Then I went back to pick up my phone to listen to the Surah of "The Thunder" "Ar Rad"...and from there I realized this was Allah showing me Signs, Allah is showing me His Signs in the Sky. There was Light shining in the Sky, it was like the Light your heart feels when it goes from darkness to light as it remembers Allah.
 
quran.com/13
 
 
13:12
 
It is He who shows you lightening,  causing  fear and aspiration, and generates the heavy clouds.
13:13
 
And the thunder exalts   Allah   with praise of Him     and the angels  as well  from fear of Him     and He sends thunderbolts and strikes therewith whom He wills while they dispute about Allah ; and He is severe in assault.
 
 
 
 I must say I was kind of worried like what if the thunder shocks me but somehow I remembered Allahs Mercy and how He would protect me and I felt some ease upon my heart as I listened to Him Speak to me through the Quran His Words.
 
13:28
 
Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah . Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured."
 
 
 
 
The Surah was addressing many of my dunya problems, the Surah was giving me an inspiration of Light along with the light of the thunder, the mix of a perfect moment of remembrance of Allah in which my heart, eyes, and ears were all remembering Him...and I noticed when some ayahs were recited the lighting was more evident. The Surah had ayas about Allah showing you His Ayas Signs.
 
13:7
 
And those who disbelieved say, "Why has a sign not been sent down to him from his Lord?" You are only a warner, and for every people is a guide.
 
 
 
When I heard this aya I thought of how I almost gave up a special part of my life and I thought of the angels mentioned in this verse
 
13:22
 
And those who are patient, seeking the countenance of their Lord, and establish prayer and spend from what We have provided for them secretly and publicly and prevent evil with good - those will have the good consequence of [this] home -
13:23
 
Gardens of perpetual residence; they will enter them with whoever were righteous among their fathers, their spouses and their descendants. And the angels will enter upon them from every gate, [saying],
13:24
 
"Peace be upon you for what you patiently endured. And excellent is the final home."