The First Time: When a Hausband Sees His Hijabi Wife Without Hijab

 

 

Women dream about their white bridal dress and their one time veils as they take their vows

 

As a hijabi I dream about how when I sign my name on that contract with my husband I can finally take off my veil and show off what I got! OH WILD hijabi you think huh?

 

Then I think about or I anticipate the look of pleasure he will find  and how I will remind him of the aya, "huran ayan" but in a dunya version ofcourse!

 

 I think of how I will make him say , mashAllah  and this is what I dream about and only a hijabi can have this special moment like no other, yup I I said it..only a hijabi...because you just spent x amount of years preserving your beauty for the sake of Allah, because you were a follower of the Quran, Allah will for sure magnify your beauty the day you show it to a man who is of ibn al halal

(oh ya that rhymes and whattttt).

 

Let me remind you again of that moment when your husband first saw you without your hijab (to the married sisters), and to those who are waiting for the moment, get excited, yes , because there is no comparison to that moment when you will remove your hijab (as long as you got the contract and its halal, im talking about then if its before then you kind of ruined the moment ).

 

Its in that  moment when your husbands eyes glow as he see will see you as his wife for the first time as bint al nabi , as the most beautiful girl for the first time, no longer in her hijab, in that moment you will think to yourself "the hijab was sooooo worth it!"

 

What do I mean so worth it, I mean the wait, I mean the kind of sappy moments when you would look so good and take a selfie and think to yourself ah I wish I can post this or when you would come from the salon looking super gorgeous but your frantically trying to cover your hair because you don't need no man on the streets to see your hair, or when you tried on those haram short dresses and you thought to yourself OHHH I look good but im hijabi so gota keep it covered!!

 

I wont lie there are moments when I have my hair freshly done at the salon (a closed off, like hijabi special salon yup!), eyes and face filled with makeup, a outfit I would never wear in front of anyone, I look into the mirror and I think "imagine I walk out looking like this, how would the men react, would they recognize and appreciate me ?" And then I try to reverse these thoughts and I think of how blessed I am to have  the hijab and how the hijab is the reason I am able to appreciate my beauty as I await for a husband who will also get to enjoy that first moment when I reveal my beauty, thinking like this is what keeps me motived to preserving my beauty! AlhumdAllah