Allah Alone-Ya Allah!Express Yourself To Him

"Truly there in your heart there is a void which annot be removed exccpet with the company of Allah.And in it there is a sadness that cannot be removed excpet with the happiness of knowing Allah and being true to Him. There is an emptiness that cannot be filled excpet with love for Him and by turning to Him and always rembering Him. And if a person were given all of the world and what is in it it would not fill this emptiness" -Ibn Alqayim via Dont Be Sad book

 Turn to Allah instead, and open up your heart to Him alone: what an amazing state of mind, I wish I can achieve inshallah,  open your heart up to Allah, and you will never regret expressing yourself-

Sometimes Sabr and silence is better than expressing how you really feel -HalfOurDeen

 Allah would never make you feel down. He answers your duaa in the way that is best for you, He LOVES when you run to Him in tears! He wants you to turn to Him.

" If you come to a test where you have no friend other then Allah than know that you

have the greatest gift" -Dr.Shadee AlMasry

"When we are broken-hearted or down we have to look at this as a gift, because this is a chance to go to Allah:dont go to people when you are sad, go to Allah. The closest to Allah are the ones who are the most broken. Its easy to turn to Allah when you are broken in this world"

No doubt it is easier to turn to Allah when you are broken in this world, when dunya is going well you dont really think as much about turning to Allah, this is stated in the Quran:30:33

And when harm touches men, they cry sincerely only to their Lord (Allah), turning to Him in repentance, but when He gives them a taste of His Mercy, behold! a party of them associate partners in worship with their Lord.

Yasmine Mogheds article "Why do people have to leave each other" explains exctally the feelings I felt all these years, but I fail to do what she has done and this is to realize that

"To attain that state, don’t let your source of fulfillment be anything other than your relationship with God. Don’t let your definition of success, failure, or self-worth be anything other than your position with Him (Qur’an, 49:13). And if you do this, you become unbreakable, because your handhold is unbreakable. You become unconquerable, because your supporter can never be conquered. And you will never become empty, because your source of fulfillment is unending and never diminishes."

Oh Allah please make it easy for me to always turn to you Alone and remeber you!