Ramadan Dont Leave =/

Even though we are only on the 17th of Ramadan,  I am already thinking about how much I am going to miss this month! Esp praying in the masjid which is truly a  relaxing feeling. I get jealous of the guys who are told to go make salat al fajr, and aisha in the Masjid and they dont take advantage of this! I want to goooo to the masjid for salatul fajr..maybe ill sneack out of the house lol..

I get so sad when its the last night of taraweeh, and the sheikh has to recite the duaa for khatim alQuran, its such a sad feeling subhanAllah. At that moment you realize how blessed the month is.

In this month you begin to feel how the nafs almutmaa  is supposed to feel...<3

Im going to miss listing to sheikh Hassan Salehs amazing recitation of the Quran!  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdWiQJSrInw
(this video quality doesnt even sound all that!)

 Heres a better quality, but this video doesnt show the ayas Im talking about below

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CS4HXMmzAfY&feature=related

Esp when he recited these ays in the first part of Ramadan !! It wasnt until I understood this aya that I finally understood why we fast...we dont fast just "to feel like the hungry"but we fast so that
 "we may become righteous"

Surat Al Baqarah:

O you who have believed, decreed upon you is fasting as it was decreed upon those before you that you may become righteous

Fasting for a limited number of days. So whoever among you is ill or on a journey  then an equal number of days [are to be made up]. And upon those who are able [to fast, but with hardship] - a ransom [as substitute] of feeding a poor person [each day]. And whoever volunteers excess - it is better for him. But to fast is best for you, if you only knew.

The month of Ramadhan is that in which was revealed the Qur'an, a guidance for the people and clear proofs of guidance and criterion. So whoever sights [the new moon of] the month, let him fast it; and whoever is ill or on a journey - then an equal number of other days. Allah intends for you ease and does not intend for you hardship and [wants] for you to complete the period and to glorify Allah for that [to] which He has guided you; and perhaps you will be grateful.

And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided.

On the last night of Taraweeh during the khatam alQuran duaa, the ussually scene of the Masjids across the world is  people eyes  filled with tears as they realize this blessed month is done :'(

Makkah Dua Khatam Al-Quran ~  مكة دعاء ختم القران

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTttoXUfLkQ&feature=player_detailpage#t=769s